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Just back from Langkawi Island... I am truly having lots of fun this holiday. Maybe relief that's why enjoying. Everything back to normal finally. Having back my own life and doing what i want with my own will. No longer forced by anyone.

Things past quite a long time yet a short while for me. I not really can decide how big impact it will cost me. But to be honest i might totally fall into this nightmare. I can't imaging what my life will continue without my friends. So thanks a lot for them.

However, I am still afraid of the sense of controlling. I can't really differentiate the feeling of care and control. Every words and sentences makes me alert of it. Maybe it is true, people just try to be caring. However, i feel tension when it comes to this. I am totally freaked out.

I am sorry if i do hurt some others feeling but i have to be honest to myself. I can't really accept these "caring" if I myself are afraid of it. That is why i choose to be honest, be straight forward. I knew it hurting, not much maybe but it does counted. But i am only trying to be myself...