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It's been a long time that I didn't log in here again...

I wonder why I always tend to absent here... But I am sure of one thing... Whenever I feel depressed, lonely, boring or should said negative mood, I will be here...

Blogging always brought back my thought and that's how I release my negative energy too... But hopefully people who saw this won't be affected of course... Haha....

Anyway, I have moved to new bank... Again... This is my third job ever since I graduated. Some people ask me why keep changing job, is it a norm for banker... I not sure is it a norm for others but for my own view... Changing from wealth to mortgage, my intention is just simple as I wanted to... Cause I always thought of becoming a mortgage banker!

But from mortgage again I change to SME, is a challenge I took for myself. Cause I been mortgage industry for more than a year and I feel like people tend to be living in their comfort zone once they get use to it and laziness... Seems to leak out day by day... Therefore, I took a challenge to move out from my comfort zone.

Besides, it is glad that I pick the boss that willing to teach. Just the matter that am I capable to cope as fast as he taught me... I been wondering since I move to SME, it's time for me to do a changes... Change that can help me become a greater person with personality, mature thinking an so on...

But come to real life, I notice I am still a childish girl... No doubt I am playful, uncontrollable, and most importantly I have a real bad temper (towards my closer friend and family of course!)...

So, I am still thinking how to change in this way and thanks for my family who accept the way I am and those who feel irritate with my attitude, I have to apologize to them and I am still trying... At least for now... (Not sure one day if I fed up and give up, haha...)

Hopefully I can transform to new me... Haha

夜深了，心情沉淀的时候；

Such a good day where a pretty stewardess from SIA is going to marry!

Andy, Axtan, Kevin, Sherlynn and I have purposely go all the way from KL to Kluang to attend Andy's sister wedding. Basically we reached there and do nothing by the first day but only waiting to eat.

The next morning, everyone is waking up so early whereby only five of us are still sleeping in the room. Really feel "pai seh" le... However, the bride is super gorgeous and pretty~!!!

Five of us posting. (Sherlynn and I are even wearing the white dress prepared by Andy's sis, thank you~!!!)

Cheese~~~ It's a wonderful day

When we are there~! Forgetting about others, we are crazily taking photo among 5 of us.

Bride getting off the car. Beautiful bride!

Groom & Bride

They can never grow up~!!!

Axtan acting cute  ^@^

Some more with a lots of stewardess

Formal boy vs "Old boy" with cute face

People take photo, he also rushing to take.... "Hiao"~!!!!

Flower boy and Flower girl

Sherlynn and I with stewardess friends

After the dinner, one of the groom's friend did came and ask whether we have enough drink or not. And we tell him that none of us are served with liquor. Immediately he brought a bottle of Chivas Regal for us and the faster record I ever have so far I guess.... We done it within 10mins~!!!

After that bottle done, we actually take another 1 bottle. Axtan and Kevin were keep playing games with Tim (the pretty stewardess with shoulder length hair) and i have no idea how much they took, I just remember I help to drink as well  and yet....

They drunk~!!!

"Meng Nan" Wash Car

We are enjoying Kluang breakfast... Not bad

Another weekend has past, I am about to face the reality AGAIN... Because tomorrow is Monday and I am about to know whether things can get through or NOT...

A reality that worried me so much and yet I can't do anything except keep praying for the best... It would definitely become a big torturing period for me from now till tomorrow morning...

Sometimes I wonder should I continue what I am currently doing or should I just give myself a break? I have totally lost my way and thanks god I have a geng of good buddy where they really did give me some encouragement and even lending me their hand without asking back anything.

人生得一知己，死而无憾

However, I don't mean I wanna leave the world so easily la... Somehow, it is still as beautiful as I know. Just because of one or two tough things won't kill me...

Stay tough and strong! Love the people who love me too... Thanks guys...

夫妻本是同林鸟，大难临头各自飞

这句话不对

现在应该是：

上司本该护下属，大难临头你自重

该是时候为自己打算打算

谈若事情被解决，也算是看清身边的人

善哉 善哉

2011年的我真的好烂噢... 一整年，才不到5页，真的亏待了自己吖... 想想第一个1／4都已经过去了，我还在干嘛？是时候发奋了！人生目标也还没定...干嘛的要被逼着去管别人的事？

虽说我是＂观音命＂，但也不至于要帮别人想未来吖... @@ 老板这也太抬举我吧，我何得何能来激励别人呐？个人认为，倘若要别人帮你想未来，逼你去打倒障碍，还不如你有觉悟之心来的好...

就像本人，连我都不知我要的是什么，别人哪可能一眼看穿我要的呢？要别人说，还不如让自个儿去寻找方向...别人可给你例子，但不可给你心中想要的，别人可以给你目标，但不一定是你梦寐以求的。

与其这样，还不如自己寻找。年轻就是要撞墙，才懂得痛... 懂得痛，才不会再下一次又忙匆匆的掉回同一个潭。

好好加油吧，小朋友！

Just finish attend my primary school friend's wedding at Jementah, Johor.

The news of her wedding actually did shock me when I heard it few months back. My mom told me that she is going to marry and it did surprise me cause she used to be top student during whole primary and secondary time. She is soooo active and enjoy trips so much and I can't believe this friend would just get marry at the age of 24 ONLY...

We used to guess who is going to marry at the earliest time but none I'd is expect her. Even my teacher said most likely she will be the last.

But this prove that we are all wrong. In fact she has visited too much place and maybe that's the reason she can accept marry at this age.

However, I am really glad that she can have a happy life since now on. Even her parents feels happy for her, of course me too!

Just wish you happy wedding and enjoy your life my friend, Wan Sin!

Sweet moment with my ex-primary friends too.

Ps: Lots of love & XOXO

很难过的一天，心好像被割了一道痕。

谁叫你平时不照顾好自己的形象。

如今被人嫌弃看起来很老，有话说吗？

都怪自己不争气， 难过也没办法。

就让心脏痛一下。